Today was a bitch , it fucked me real hard .
Why ? Because of all the shit that happened .

So ... Here's what I promised , to Yong Jun .

Dear Yong Jun :

Thanks for having been my friend despite the fact that I quarreled with her so many times . I know it's an awful fact to know that your girl is quarreling with her once-sister . But don't worry , I'm going to treasure my friends and emotions from now on . But , I can't promise that , they're empty words , for the time being . Thanks for letting me birthday-bash you despite the fact that you know it would be painful , since it's coming from me .

Thanks for letting me copy your homework and sometimes getting into trouble with Lawrence Lim and the other teachers . Made you infamous , o_o" . Thanks for always entertaining me ever since we had the sitting arrangement that you were sitting diagonally to me . Thanks for always making me laugh and knowing when to keep quiet and when to talk , depending on whether I have a mood swing or not .

Thanks for trusting me with your secrets , and you being my secret bottle for some of my secrets , no matter how minor or major they may get , you never get too dramatic , never screamed at me nor showed me attitude despite all the bad things I talked about her when I was quarreling with her . Thanks for having been such a cool friend with a nice temper and a really funny attitude .

You're a reliable , trustworthy , kind and sincere friend . The type of guy that I've never really understood until I entered Secondary School . But , you're not handsome . :P You're the type of guy that many will trust and like , not in the relationship type of way . You're a really great friend . Teddy bear . ^^


Also , just a letter to Amani and Keniko .

Amani :

I was having a mood swing just now , so I apologize . But , despite the fact of you being my best friend , you didn't know how to react whenever I had mood swings , and I would give you that attitude for at least a day . Please , just stop making jokes and laugh when I've already said that I feel fucked up and just want some peace and quiet . Thanks . I'll get over it soon , probably tomorrow I'll talk to you . But , for today , just let me be .

Keniko :

Damn you . You think your jokes are funny ? Think you're so well-liked by everyone and pretending that you don't understand what I say just to make people think you're stupid and laugh ? Stop giving that irritating and idiotic attitude , like nothing bad ever happens in your life . Maybe there really isn't anything bad happening , but just know this : Others need to have their own time , and that's a time where 'friends' should shut up and just give them the space to chill off . I ain't gonna trust you no more , ain't gonna talk to you . What I've said during the CIP , I mean it . I've already asked Miss Kang to change my place to avoid more of this to happen .